2003-11-21 - 6:48 p.m.
now don't get me wrong i love my boyfriend, as do most girls when they have one. but to be honest with you i get the impression sometimes that maybe i dont mean as much to him as he does to me. i miss him too, hes a long way off and it makes me sad to think that he'll be that way for a while. he's very unique in the way he thinks, very passionate about certain things. maybe it's just in my head, maybe i just need to see him before i start making descisions that could hurt the both of us. maybe i need to sleep!
