2005-12-16 - 7:04 p.m.
still in the lake district. i am having a really awesome time. granted that at the moment im sat at a computer but im only here to let you all know that my life seemes to be ok at the moment. i know there will down points but i think i'll be ok. i just have to stop thinking that all life is easy. cause recently thats what i have been feeling. i keep wanting my life to be like some of the others i know. i dont know why, its always been like that with me. i have always seen how happy people are and knowing that my life, compared to theirs sucks. but at the moment im feeling a lot more stable than i did do a couple of days ago. never mind. see you soon. TTFN
