2006-01-07 - 4:26 p.m.
a lot of things have happened to me recently that were good. i have had the most awesome Christmas and New Year i could have imagined. i met some nice people and made better friends of the old. i've lost a few too, i mean properly lost. it's sad to think that last year i fucked things up so badly that people who i considered to be my world no longer want to know. saying that, if it is meant to work out it will. if not then it wont. i hope that Clloudscapes is ok. he sounds hopeful about his situationa dni hope that it works out and that he becomes as happy as he was before christmas. i'm sure he will be, i have every faith that he will be. just hope its sooner rather than later.
anyway i broke up with my boyfriend about two days ago. my fault and i wont go into to it too much cause it isn't nice. i like him and want to stay friends but i know how difficult that is. i have a lot of work to do which will keep me busy though.
i have lots to do i have paper work coming out of my ears but i know that if i get it done i'll get a good mark. i'm getting better at the letting things go too. i can simply see myself being very happy this year. i have so much patience at the moment that im happy to let things go the way they do.
i'm better at missing people too.i miss alot of people all the time, but now i can miss them but know that i am going to get to see most of them soon. i love that feeling. i always think of people from college. i always miss the way it used to be but now i dont miss it as much, im not dwelling on it as much as i used to.thats a good thing for me and i like it the way it is. i am planning on staying in bath for a little longer too. it sounds like i may have a prospect for a job so thats cool, i have to find somewhere to live but hey if the worst comes to worse i can always go home then come back.
anyway as you can tell i have alot of things to write about but i have found out that wirtting them on here is not the best thing to do so i am going to stop writting such personal stuff on here and just say hello every now and then.
so for now my dears ill say goodbye and in the future just remember it takes more energy to frown than to smile!
:D
