2006-03-15 - 10:06 a.m.
now i know that in my last entry i said that i look back too much and i tend to do some silly things that get me into a lot of trouble most of the time. well i am now going to go back to that and sy some things i have been needing to say for a long time, just to get them off my chest!
THE ROOM NEXT DOOR! thats great, i was sat in the room next door and i could hear every word. you can't live in a house that is that small and not expect someone to hear you in the NEXT ROOM! what are you stupid? do all those brains you have not work at certain times of the year. ouch. yeah thats right ouch. thanks for that you idiots. i need people there and all you did was make me feel like i wasn't wanted. and i wasn't, not by some of you. so thanks. i hope all is going well and someone makes YOU feel like that one day. then i hope you read this and realise that its you im talking about. i hope you feel guilty as hell. i hope it haunts you one day and you have to find me just to say sorry. i hope it eats at you, you stupid, itiotic pains in the arse!
anyway with that out of my system hows it all going. yeah i know i sound like a Schizophrenic patient that has been let out too early, but im not, i have just had that on my chest for a long time. just wanted it off really. it's all good now i do. i have moments of pure hatred where some people really get on my wick and i have to either write about it or shout at someone about it. afterwards im fine, but before it really does annoy me.
god that sounds very bad. believe me im not as bananas as i sound.
honest!
