2006-07-19 - 6:49 p.m.
i dont know what i want to do. i dont want anyone to be around. i dont want to be on my own. i dont want to have to rush my choice i dont want to starve for the night. i dont want to leave but i hate the country that i live in. i dont want to be taken for a ride.
i dont like the mouthing not kissing, i dont like the way you prod me constantly if im annoyed. i dont like the fact that you dont understand. i dont like your memory.i sdont like the way your so unobservant. its like nothing changes. nothing makes a difference. im sorry but i cant decided if there is no other choice.
